Just a little update..

Cammie is about 3 seconds away from crawling. I am scared. (I say that alot regarding her). I forgot what it was like to have a baby on the move. She is so cute. She gets up on her hands and knees and rocks, and then does a little froggy hop. Have I mentioned lately how much I miss her being a little tiny newborn? It has gone by so darn quick...it is making me rethink my previous plans to get my tubes tied in a year. Don't tell Chris that though...he will never let me live it down. Cammie was sooo tiny. 4 lbs. 14 oz. and 17 in long. Leeetle baby. I just loved cuddling her while she nursed. Now she has to be into everything, and she is so distracted while she nurses, it's like a juggling act. I don't know, I just miss my cuddly little baby. Don't get me wrong, I'm not going to run ut and get knocked up again, but...**sigh**. Babies. They get me everytime. But luckily I justfound out that my Sister In Law AnneMarie is preggo! YAY! A baby in the family that isn't mine! One I can give back! I have NEVER had that happen before. I'm beyond excited for her.

Ethan is turning 5 a week from tomorrow. And I am going to have a nervous breakdown. It's too much for this mommy to handle. I cry just thinking about it. I am going to be such a wreck. Not that it is any different than any other day....but still. I am just distraught over him turning 5. I need to be medicated or sedated fr that day.

Another thing that has been on my mind lately. It makes me sick that I cannot breastfeed in public without getting odd looks. I mean, my "goodies" are covered, you can't see what's going on. I think all breastfeeding women should breastfeed IN PUBLIC with no shame. It is the only way we are ever going to re-normalize it. I hate trying to schedule things I want to do around breastfeeding. It shouldn't be that way. I saw a "BaBa Baby Elmo" the other day, it is an Elmo that you feed a bottle and he goes to sleep,and I told Chris they should make a Boobie Baby Elmo lol. He thought I was strange. I don;t know, it is just something I have become passionate about. I am in no way a "lactivist" or "lactation nazi", but I do think it shouldn't be the big deal that it is, and the only way it won't be is if we as women make it a normal event.